I was at a boys house about to fuck him but i remembered I was supposed to be with my boy best friend. I went to the place we always meet ,which is the beach. I found that he had started a small fire and hand burnt a picture that we had taken together and he had also burnt a book where we would write memories we had together. I was sad and cried. I had liked my boy best friend for 10 years and never told him.
The dream may represent your internal struggle between your desire for physical intimacy and emotional connection with those who are important to you. You may be grappling with feelings of guilt or fear that your actions will hurt those you care about. The symbol of the burnt picture and memory book may represent your fear of losing the memories and connection you share with your best friend if you express your romantic feelings toward him. It may be urging you to consider whether sacrificing a deep emotional bond for a fleeting physical pleasure is really worth it. The dream is likely encouraging you to be courageous and express your true feelings to your friend.